Pause,

Something is bothering my mind.

I feel bad. I am a terrible person. I am damn selfish. argh. Just when i thought i have sorted things out, everything falls back into chaos. I am pausing. For this while, i have been clicking the pause button. And its not easy to do so.

And i refuse to water the plant..yet it grows bigger and the roots are getting deeper. Now..can the pot contain its growth any longer.. Maybe not.

off to bed. I need a good lets-forget-everything-and wake-up-with-a-smile sleep.