Antique

No one is calling me back. Just let it be. That's what we all like to do. As much as i miss us...I don't think i'll be back. disconnecting oneself to the world or to the environment. Emotions dominate the place we live in. When you depend on that, you become like a weaker nation clinging on to a stronger nation. The only way to stop it is to cut all ties with the outside world.


I told you i'm losing myself bit by bit.but it seems like i lost some people totally.


Other than that. i feel so relieved that its thursday. Some things are done with, Alhamdullilah. I'm not confident with my marks or anything but losing myself help me deal better with my worries. Excessive complaining won't slow doesn't the time or fast forward it until all the things we have to go through, have gone through. It'll still come in one way or another. It won't bring your friends either it seems, if they don't seem like they'll want to come back. And i am enjoying this one day where i can breath just for a little and go online and read mangas and download MVs. hmm. that won't last long. Its funny how some people likes to diss UBD. Its a lot to deal with here. From no calculators to subjects that are of no interest but are compulsory like computer programming and MIB. Yes. my environment is still dominated by guys. No, i have not found that person of the same gender as i am where i could let it all out. Or where i could just go everywhere together. Or one that could accompany me like what i use to have. Yes i am aware that i am getting antisocial by the day

I love jo ji hoon. He's so capable of bringing a smile no matter what his role is.

still. I miss us.