Love is all around.... i really am out of place.

='( cuma tuhan yang tahu betapa sebak ku melihat...

The people around me. Family. friends. so caring. So kind. Sometimes i feel, like i don't deserve to be around. There is less i can do for them. Sometimes i feel, that the aggresive personality i've built over the years have no use at all. I still cannot be as strong as nini. as them.

And i never felt so happy during the past first day of raya. Things never go right. but this time i met.. family. Those i have not met in a very long time. Those who couldn't come to nini on the first day because of someone.

someone said, "makcik tak kisah ko benci sama makcik ka. tak suka kah. satu ja makcik pinta sama kao. yang penting ko selalu ingat sama _____" Cali jua eh. I am not you kali ah. How can i forget my last name? Hmm. Asking me to respect when she doesn't respect her mak mentua at all.

Wishing all a happy raya. Enjoy life while you're still at it. And no matter who we become, always remember those who cared for you when you cannot care for yourself. salam.