Aku sedih. Honestly, my language course is the only course i am confident in passing everytime there is work. But i fell in ranking. There is a second examination coming this saturday (yes along with maths test). And i am totally not ready. I haven't even finished understanding chapter 3 and the test is up to chapter 4. Honestly, i didn't take this language out of interest. The first time i entered the lecture theatre i get this feeling that perhaps i am the only one sitting who is just taking the language for the sake of units.

Our study pace is very fast here. So fast i myself cannot catch up. Our beginner's week we jumped into forming basic sentence. and now in the third month of sem 1, we are moving on t0 writing compositions. I am not even done with mastering sentence forming.

And i have been thinking lately, should i or should i not continue next semester? Its getting harder.... I have no initial interest in this language because i find it difficult to understand. Kono go wa hounto muzukashi! or hen nan! (i have no idea if my interpretation of 'nan' is correct. but i think it is since i saw this word from msn nicks.)

and yet. the harder it this language gets, the more interested i become.... hmm. we'll just see lah. Doakan ku pass ah tests sabtu ah amin. and this language test jua hmm.