GOING CRAZY BUAT THIS HOMEWORK. damn sooo payah!!!!!!!!



ARGH.

My bio prof. teaches people how to play guitar.

In my dreams.. i really do mean in my dreams.


I had this funny dream. I dreamt about having to hand in my practical on angiosperm and gymnosperm to prof mohd and i have not finished it so instead of handing it to him, we have to look for his house to hand it in. And that whle i was looking for a place to draw, i saw prof mohammed in a class teaching people how to play de la guitare. hahaha. Biasa ler. Mostly yg ada lam mimpi ku..sapa2 yg biasa ngan ku arh class ku bio yatah ada tu dalam mimpi ku.

Except for one person.

That is why i say this is funny. Napa ka ya. org jauh pun masuk jua dlm mimpi 'all bio' ku.

and yet... something is missing.

So raya falls on Thursday. And i am sooo relieved. I have not finished my homework which is due tommorow (and its so difficult). and Mr G is so fussy.

Lately, the only things i have in mind is.. something (or rather.. some people), digicam and some thing for special kids or underprievilaged children..it'll certainly make them happy won't it? besides, allowance is out (thing is..i just don't know how to make it happen =//). If i start thinking of something.. i'll think about it so much. Seriously, i am still thinking of how to make it happen.

I've been trying to make life as interesting as possible. I mean waiting for TEST MARKS is interesting isn't it?? and antar hw the day before puasa.. aha. alum ada wa test marks a! dri pagi dah ku mencek website cgu hasnah ah. Ciss. Aku mau liat if ku pass ka inda... But seriously, i'm trying to live my passion right now. Jungle, travel, conservation, biology, performing arts, languages (fyi..saya membali phrasebook tieng viet udah =p damit plang n murah. tapi thing is aku inda tau if sebutan ku lurus. Cuba sapa dpt ajar aku Tieng Viet..ajar ku) aha and aku mau ne a meliat toyota classics lagi tahun ani. Siapa2 yang rasanya minat kan ikut.. dangani ku. Bayar sendiri. Aha n aku ne sedang mengintai PGL musical 3 dri website. Ku dangar kan main lagi wa. aku mau liat.

Baju first day raya ku alum ciap. aha.

Bah out. kan tido ku kali dulu =p bru buat hw haha

Small mammal trapping

Yesterday was my turn to volunteer for the small mammal trapping at Tutong. Honestly, i don't really know what to expect since its my first time and its still fasting month. And si barak di msg mcm sarcastic "siuk tu.." haha. Fetched shaky at 7+am and rushed to ubd. Rupanya pakai van ke Bukit Udal. And there were 3 (i think) sites. Shaky and i went to the third to help our senior, kelly. We had a guide with us since our site is an undisturbed forest. Didn't take much picture because we were busy finding the traps and finding way to walk in the forest. (nada tracks bah). Mostly, what we did in the morning was to find these traps and record the animal that has been trapped, mark it and release it. Mostly it was done by the senior. I helped her with recording and shaky helped with balance and ink. It was not but not scorching hot (thanks to the trees)

Kelly trying to see if its a male or a female. Shaky.. ready to give the spring balance.

One of the animals that went into the trap.

Rested at the guide's house. Slept. hmmm i can sleep everywhere if you notice =p haha. The afternoon session was the most fun one. We were supposed to rebait the traps and record any animals if there are any in the traps. But guess what.... it rained! all the way~ haha. Still, we went in to rebait the traps and do more recordings. Walaupun basah dh. I think we worked faster in the rain. I couldn't really find the traps in the mornings because i was busy looking at the ground. But in the afternoon, it was easy to find despite the rain and wet ground. I guess i just want to get it done with. Owh.. and i did not bring my hand phone in the afternoon because we expected the rain so we left it..takut basah.

It wasn't my first time in the forest but it was my first to wander around the forest on our own. It was my first time going while fasting. and mostly, untuk pertama kali aku inda kan tegelincir! =) Terima kasih kasut baruku. aha it should be. mahal ku bali. Well ada plang kasut yang 30 labih tapi atu tandanya "running" ada sebuting tandanya "off road" inda ku brapa paham so aku bali yg tandanya "all terrain" dapat jua pakai tarus nanti kalau ada travel ka apa. skali mahal ciss. inda papala. haha cali tho masa ku bali. Org bali kasut raya aku bali kasut all terrain. Btw the brand name is New Balance (and i never felt so balanced in my life. Promo. hehe.)

Honestly, i really had fun. Inda jua kerasahan banar puasa atu wlpn skit jua kepala eh gastric udah kan balik ah haha. rugi sapa inda ikut.. =p siuk... I want to volunteer again but hmm still waiting for si Shaky. I wouldn't mind going during raya. But not today. Its still puasa and besides I have some hw to do and its due esok. Bah loves. Owh. and i was thinking..since i don't think i'll find time for rehearsal for the play.. maybe i'll be a tree. Or egrets haha. i want to take part in the bio play bah. bah out for real.

kamu pikir esok raya ka inda?

Rat Trapping.

27/Sept/08

A proper post for my friends serantau dunia to see what i've been up to these days. The rat trapping at Gadong market was my first BioCop volunteering activity. We sent Suhanna off at the airport in the evening, bought food and rushed to UBD. Like i said, we did not have a proper sungkai. FOS is scary at night. Haha.

Learning how to set up traps.

Went to market after that. Put bananas as bait and leave it. While waiting we walked to the mall and make some dedications. (but we were rushing to go back so those dedications were kind of a rush.)

We ran back to market to find out that only a few of us were there so we decided to eat (outside of the market) The smell was awful but like i said, we don't think, we just eat (lapar dh). ANd btw makanan itu lah yg membuat aku ke spital esuknya.

A rat went into my trap. ehee. Somehow i don't really find them berigali. Just berijap saja sebab ganas. haha

The dudes. Faisal, Barak and Ak B.

Si byl relocating trapnya.

I had fun. I stink. My car still stinks. Haha. laju saya mandi tarus ba malam itu. But seriously, i really do find it fun =)

25-Sept-08- Biologist begila.

This was one of those days a lot of us were down. We went to lab early and cheer ourselves and each other up with pictures and nonsense jokes.

First year biologist 08/09

"kamu mau beshisha??" hahaha look at tangan si Loh yaw. Flask yg nada solution. Ketara jua posing tu.

T, Ummi (darling ku yg turn nya hari isnin), Husrin, VS (si harum) and Loh.

Anu baah. Cemana kan lukis ani kamu?? haha (one of those spp that we were supposed to draw)

angin,

While downloading some biology practical pictures from multiply...took a few minutes to look back at old photos. hmm.

I miss.
...more than you'd think i do right now.

so gome ne.
='(
ahha. Like i said, hyper ku seribu makna.. ;p bah kepada kamu serantau dunia. Walau di mana kau berada... i would've said "salam. malam (pagi). kiss kiss." to you if i'm close to you right? now i add something: "malam. kiss kiss. salam sayang dri brunei"

telah di kunci. di bwa lari. Angin menerbangkan. kesana sini.....angin angin ~~ (apparently ada org ckp ane lirik terbaru ku. org atu capi. =p) *can't sleep* aku supposed to be mammal trapping bah ne. sigh. tpi terkenang ku kan... ytah cannot sleep er.

Loves T

this was editted.

hmm. Still... not really that good deep inside.

thinking about things...



Maybe i need more purple to cheer up...


Oh wait... Purple only appears when i don't expect purple would appear. Hahaha awu ba. i know u know that i am just fooling around. But that dimpled cheeks really bring out some smile man ;p cross out jalan berlenggang. =p=p


PS- BYL. no harm dreaming ei? Sniff kan belawan ngan aku ko. Kalau ya... gerenti ko manang tu byl ~ from the looks of it, purple prefers to tagur kau (a guy =p)astagafirr inda bek cemani ani bek tah ko confirm kan sangkaan mu. jdi org jahat tani krg menuduh sembarangan. Like i said, i know you know that i am just fooling around BUT who knows, I might make a MAN outta him.=p WHo knows one day dri jalan belenggang jadi jalan macho man =ppp aaahh sahlaan aaa~ hahaha lastly, byl. sadang2 byl aa. jgn di urat purple atu hahahaha.

Bru jua ku kan sentimental meliat gmbar2 kitani, ko sabut tia si purple anee. haha. Krg tebwa ke mimpi MU byl =pp. ko pajall~ aku layan eh kalau ko kuat nagur ya atuu *garam ati sbb aku inda kena tagur* krg ko yg susah. AKU layan. Aku pasrah saja~ demi kawan ku tersayang ne. =pp Hahaha aduii. pembwa keceriaan banar si purple ane.

hmm.

MIROTIC mv

ahaha i've seen this last week i think but they're too sexy so i decided not to post it =p but nyeeh inda baik karit ane kan. =p mirotic new from DBSK =DD LOVE THE DANCE MOVES. seriously...SEXY. haha jngn di renung mal ah. turned on krg si junsu menari menari shekshi a. Hehehe. i find this even better than Purple Line.

Santan is nyaman.

Hmm. funny how people are trying so hard to keep things from you say entah and so on so that you won't feel...dfferent. Well, i don't feel that way. amd its okay. you don't think i'd noticed that in you right? haha mata ku semakin tarang kali aa.

Saya tidak berpuasa pada hari ini =/.

Tadi pagi ku kena bagi ubat gastric mcm ngangah ku dan ubat ubatan lain. Bida jua tu. Just an hour after sahur, perut ku macam kena blender. and i ended up throwing out all my food, twice. Its not fun having to sit outside the toilet while your stomach goes rollercoaster like. and had to cancel my class. I think last night's food ada santan wa. Apparently, my stomach can't really tolerate coconut's milk. Ani aku paksa makan ubat setangah jam before aku isi perutku blek. kan..aku naik pangkat! Dari org yang inda pandai jara. Ke jara sedikit. haha. Banarnya, nada rasa ku kan makan now (tapi kena masakkan). Sebab lain mseh rasa nya perut ku ne. Macam kalau ku isi... boleh keluar lagi.


After finding for an olympus camera yesterday( that i can throw into tasek merimbun and it'll still be okay) all over brunei muara, i found it! brand new. Only 2 in stock. And its cheaper than QQ-estore. Damn!. But the picture quality isn't really good (for far focus) still i really like the fact that that that camera can go to water and it'll be okay. Or freeze it in refrigerator and it'll still be fine. Tapi kalau gambar inda brapa tarang cana jua ah. hmmm. =/ i might just get that...=/ maybe. Ishh haritu adiku ne kan mau dh sharing bayar ne. sekali teliat tia mp3 sony! ciss inda tia jadi kan bali mp3 tia saja. capi wa. skali ada tiaa sony yang baru aa. yg NIPIS. mahal tho. haha suka ku wa benda nipis ne. hmmm. Si VS capi wa membali ya udah.

Out. I'll prolly post something on the rat trapping with pictures and all once si byl upload aku dan tikus ku. sakai. aha baru ku tepikir...will i be okay for tommorow's small mammal trapping in Kerangas forest with this stomach?

Warna ungu menawan ku.

..

Purple really made me smile today ;p

..

Menangkap tikus.

I am too tired to blog. Just got back from rat trapping at Gadong market with Byl-my first ever BioCop volunteering.

And i've never been to the market since.. god knows when and toNIGHT, i went there. aha. What an improvement =p Honestly, rattus rattus aren't that filthy at all. They are hostile. They jumped around trying to break free- just normal things animals do when they get trapped. Awu, a rat went into my trap. Suka ku eeh. Hhehehe. We even ate outside of the market. Haha mihir plang kalau d pikirkan. Tapi kami inda pikir... kami makan saja mun udah inda sampat sungkai usai luan gagas kan menangkap tikus. (again.. self improvement. =p) The downsides are that my car stinks and I STINK. don't worry, i mandi this time aa =p

Next volunteering will be on monday. Hus and i will go on small mammal trapping in some kerangas forest in Tutong. Puasa time. the schedule goes like 7.30 am to 5 pm so i hope i can go through it. The rest seems to be reluctant to volunteer during raya so they (we) picked mondays. I am just worried if i can copr. My body would be very very weak by the end of the day. i just hope i could.

Honestly, i don't mind volunteering time raya. its not like i am feeling the vibe anyway. We had test just now. And we'll have more after the break especially maths and geo.. So you can't really call this one week a break anyway. Bah i am actually so tired now that i think i'd fall asleep anytime.

loves T.

Hyun Bin. Je suis célibataire and i am available for you.

i want hyun bin =) hyun biiiin sigh. HYUUUN BIN~~~

HYUN BIN!!! argh lucky girl si song hye kyo. Pretty lagi tu. And berlakun ngan hottie ku. Hmmm. kalau aku selawa iya. ku ngaap dh tu si hyun bin a =p hahaha shun bebeh ku... ai ren ku dari negri Jepang la. SI hyun bin bleh jadi ai ren ku dri negri Korea. aissh cair saya eh hyun bin atu eh. i can't wait for this drama. Cubatah ya ada beard and all macam in snow queen. Cairn amat ku kali a. Macam MnM ku wa mliat ya inda clean shaven a.

I've been tagged by someone who's supposed to be studying biology for test.

...just like me but nyeeh =p

1) What is the most important thing in your life?- You you YOU and everything else =)

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?- tipex =D

3) Where do you wish to get married?- Di Masjid. =p

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?- Berijap jua bunyinya. No comment (ahahah mau jua jawapan selebriti atu)

5) Are you in love?- Yes... always. I have to much love to give remember. better yet. make a guess if i'm kidding or not. =p ahah.

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?- Mister Pizza.

7)Name the latest book that you bought?- accounts book.

8) What is your full name?- Nur Atiqah

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?- I am not answering this. Tho you'd know which.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.-Leonardo Di caprio. Bleh dua?? Aku mau Carl Zafran jua kalau ya ada banar other than just a fictional character.

11) Christina or Britney?-Dk Buzz..=p

12) Do you do your own laundry?- Heee. no.

13) The most exciting place you want to go?- heaven.

14) Hugs or kiss?- aii hug and kiss saja. More??.. =p

15) 8 things I am passionate about:- Family, Friends, Travel, Laughters, Love, Life. TV and He who makes these happen.

16) 8 things I say too often:- 'basically', 'capi', 'ko pajal~' 'apa eh' 'setaie' 'i study so much today' 'i love you' 'i miss you' (and yes the last two sentence i say to lots and lots of people. because spreading love is such a happy thing to do)

17) 8 books I’ve read recently:- Ferns of Singapore, Oxford dictionary of Biology, Biology- starr taggart. Dictionary of French. English vietnamese phrasebook (oops=p i did say i've gotten interested in the vietnamese language right.) .....hmm i haven't been reading much books lately.Not quite the book worm. I only read for practicals. =p aha

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:- Lucky - jason mraz & colbie caillat, If- tae yeon (ost of hong gil dong), Aku cinta mu apa adanya-once, hampa, sampai kapan - ari lasso All the way- Frank sinatra and celine dion, my heart will go on- Celine, the nearness of you- norah jones.

19) 8 things I learned this year: I learnt how to- care so much, miss so bad, run so far, hide so often. I learnt that you cannot cling to long. I learnt to let go of some you wish were still here. I learnt what life is about. and most of all, i learnt how to love more.

20) tag 8 people. U reading this. Ur tagged.

still.

To Nurul Adibah : =pp ya mesti jua jolibee airport tu dang. yang lain mana i suka tu. haha.

To Ak B, I'm up for kankoku no ryori to nihon no ryori (comprende??);p ahaha le langue entrangeres is fascinating no? =p. Kesian jua si telinga carik inda pernah merasa. Haha. I want the pictures jua. Or maybe just a few yg inda sempat. I think i need the names of all the angiosperms and gymnosperms yang ada tadi. yg agathia ka namanya aku nda sempat yg male and female cones nya. Just send online kah dude. haha. email ka ku.

To VS: Sony yang mana?

And the rest... aku mau camera tahan lasak. I want a tough camera. And if possible a waterproof one. Or perhaps a camcorder kah. So i can bring it to the jungle, to the sea... haha anything's possible with biology. Gunung dan lautan kan kami redah ne. besides i love travelling, who know's where i'll go next so i want to capture moments too with a high mp camera not just my 2.0 mp hp. =) and i need something that doesn't break in my hands =p any recommendations?

And I (WE) are still hyper.



our laughters.. it really shows that most of us are still trying to memujuk diri sendiri.

Kepada sekalian alam. ahaa.

APA EHHHH KAMU ANII. CAPI EEEH. jangantah di blog naaah. BILLAH NE PUNYA PASAL. capieeee. mana kamu tau kalau ku tan tarik diri ka apa. =p

Kerol Firdaus... dude.. basar jua gambar atuu. bleeeh.. jgn di promote2...

lagi pun Awangku Billah pun masuk competition kali jua aa. ya lawa banget kali a time audition (yg terpaksa atu) compare to aku.

This is what i do when i feel lazy.

I bet ada org manggil aku kelanjian kali ne. But its okay. I have been acting like si lanji for the past few days. I'm supposed to study but i don't feel like it now. What we do in the library's lobby instead?









Haha and we got warned! =p (banarnya ada g tapi oleh kerna drg takut mua drg yg kena squeeze apa kna liat.. inda ku post) aaaahh macbook. =)





Went to huaho last night. Membawa rasa membali makanan sebab aku tesliur. skali nya inda jua ku makan semua. Actually, its a habit of mine to act wierd and all bila ku membawa rasa. haha even when i am not sure what is it that makes me feel that way. I guess i know why this time. Its not the singing. Its just that..i'm such a terrible person. I can't seem to find where i really belong. hmm mind me. Let me do the talking and you do the decrypting.



Yes allowance is out. I'm keeping most for a new camera. Aku mau yg dapat underwater. ada ka?? yg dpt masuk air? Manatau aku marine biology course nanti masuk laut ka. Or fresh water biology. haha. and I'm keeping most to go to places. Ramadhan is quite convenient actually. You don't eat much. haha. And i did say most. So i'm using some for something. hehe.

and one advice people, you can't just recieve and keep everything for your own use right?



hhm jalan jalan.

BANAR INDA KU SANGKA. Bida wa prasan kuu. Nada ku redi anything banarnya las week a. Udah kena paksa baru ku sibuk mencari lyric. almaklum org pelupa lyric.



BTW BILLAH PUN MASUK TOP 11 KALI AUDITION VOCAL AH. MASUK KALI YA AHH COMPETITION RAYA SONG. cceeh. Inda tia mengakun =p aku tu maybe cukup makan kali ja markah ku.



"ko pajal wa~"

sungguh ku tidak sangka......



=SSSS

still...i might just go on with it. wat say u?

hmm.

Batah jua kul 3 ani eh. Malas ku tidur lagi sama jua kan sahur.


i dreamt of someone tadi.


hmm i am not perfect. In fact, i might be the most unperfect person here. I still do feel jealous of how things go outside this little world of ours. I thought i've found where i belong but i lost track of what i've found.

and I know.. i should go online now but i am missing people badly. I miss people so much that i'd just rather stare than talk. There nothing much to be said as much as to be felt anyway. and i keep thinking whether you miss me as much as i miss you. In everything i do now..i feel that there's just a lot of things missing. and when i realise it.. i have not been surfing as much. Watch tv as much. Go out as much. Drink as much or even eat as much. all i've been doing is...walk. hmm. bah out. blajar kali bisai.


i miss people badly,i don't know what to say anymore.

gomen.