This and that and a lot.

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I miss...some things.

a lot.

i really do. ='(

I wanna go shopping too....

Kursus kemahiran rumah tangga.

Second day of orientation. For me still nothing much. I'm just pretty excited with the library. And the private room /kirai in the library. I need to use it often bah eh.. so that i won't be distracted from my studies. =p I've never really been a library person but the library's seriously awesome. So peeps...you'll find me mornings reading the current affairs at floor one. And the rest of the time near the 'biology' section. Or in the private room canoodling..oops =p nadabah. They don't allow two person in one room. Not even between the same gender. They do have a room for threesome /kirai. hahahaha. What is wrong with two in one room?? And they allowed three in one?? bah take a form. U'll need one if you want to be in my private room =p=p

On a serious note. I really do plan to use it a lot. Perhaps studies can distract me from the lot of things in my mind. And from missing others.

I am so sorry i have no pictures to offer. Q, R, Z and i were busy trying to look like a serious undergraduate in front of the camera(s). Noo we are not vain. We're just simply trying to give them a good shot for their collection. haha. And yes i am interested in the Kursus kemahiran rumah tangga. kan tambah 'skill' ku. Ikut kursus rumahtangga lu barutah jatuh cinta. hahahahaha.

On a random note. I hope i survive through the sport challenge esok. FZ has done little for my fitness (especially when i have been escaping my natural runner for nearly two weeks. And besides i am there as a moral support for si Kerol Firdaus saja. spaya bdnnya jadi sexy =p). i hate parking at UBD. that is why B is picking us girls up. Sebab kami mahasiswi pemalas parking.

Kepada Nurul Adibah dan seluruh rakyat brunei. Ingat lah...

'just a friend' can always turn into LOVE. =p

gehehehe.. hang tuaah~ haha. As for me. I'll find a friend. Or let the friend find me. Or whatever works. I'll do my kursus dulu. hahahahahahaha. dan yang selebihnya. biar msa menentukan. Dan sebelum itu terjadi... saya akan terus mencari specimen lelaki untuk di eksperimentasi. NADA ANI BA. NADA. gila mun nada miani aaa... concentrate bnr ku ne blajar.=p=p haha. bah slm mlm.

Mahasiswa/i ??

About the orientation, just read B's or D's or Z's or everyone who went to it. =)

One of the first thing someone told me when i entered the Chancellors hall yesterday- 'ko ganya ni ah. durang gengmu banyak belayar.... inda pa sama jua cam kami tu. ko sama kami ja.' so yeah. It was kind of exciting to start school but it seems that yesterday when someone i know saw me they think and mention about how almost everyone i am close to will be going abroad and are already studying abroad. When i think about it. It is true. Hmm. I hate to say. but there is no them in my new school and that makes first day of school lack on a lot of things. I just want this orientation week over and start lectures. And not to mention ECAs. Either Kembara or that Korean culture ( so that this girl in Brunei will not miss out on a lot when the two plans on a Korean trip). but it'll most prolly be Kembara.

About my minor courses.. sigh. Maths and Chem does not interest me as much as Bio does. And i didn't take physics in my alevel years. So lets just see what its gonna be. I plan to surprise myself. Haha. BAH. when are they gonna give us the module? Biomed student have theirs already. The PMUBD people told us to be active. haha and i can't wait to be active. aku mau languages banarrr.

And one more thing. I have not found any interesting male specimen ubd. Well... there were a thousand plus in the hall so there has got to be a couple of interesting male specimen to stalk. But none so far. So i'm gonna lay low. =p=p unlike Nurul Adibah who has got a Hang Tuah among a thousand plus of students. HAHAHA.

bah i still have a lot of forms i have not fill in. For the sake of allowances (that i will go on a diet to save =p) hahaha saya akan mengisi borang ini. Kurus tah ne hahahahaha but just like si Ros said while waiting for me to finish karipap "mun aku ngan kau tiq nada ku dpt kurus ne" (karipap atu exception ba. one of fav ku kali a.)

Buy a popcorn. A ticket. And enjoy.

I watched it twice in the cinema. I didn't want to post about it earlier because i wanted to watched it again and i did. The prequel got me going to the cinema three times and of course i really want to watch this on badly. i give it a full star! because it contains hidden messages between most of the lines and i understood. hehehee. and the second time i watched it was with the gang and someone cried =p hahaha. Ko ne banar. bek plang ku bwa ko liat sepi. Entah entah kau yang teresak tesak.

I'll give this one a 3.5 out of 5. The story line is superb. Brendan fraser is awesome. And the kid actor will grow up to be a really handsome young man =p its just the special effects that bugs me. I am more interested in the Mummy. Its going to be out soon! =D 31st July..i think.

this one a 4 star! i miss Scully and Mulder. Watched this one lastnight after orientation with as usual the fam. It was crazy (as usual) haha. And Scully and Mulder were....kissing. haha would you believe me on that? =p go and watch it. i hate movies or series with gore in it but this is one i would watch till the end. mysteries. and blood. And serial killer. X file is forever awesome. (mind the poster. its in another language)

When its time to rejoice..

Why do i feel sad?

There is no you and you and you and you and you and you in my school. Maybe that's why.I miss.

What word starts with a 'F' and end in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?

This is a little long. but...wanna noe the answer? Keep scrolling down and read. =p= HEHEHE. THIS IS SO FUNNY.

Seorang guru, Cikgu Murni (Umur: 22) menghadapi masalah dengan salah seorang muridnya (Abu). Lalu guru ini bertanya kepada murid tersebut : "Apa sebenarnya masalah awak, Abu?"
Lalu Abu menjawab, "Saya terlalu cerdik untuk berada di darjah 4, kakak saya menduduki UPSR dan saya lebih cerdik dari dia, maka saya seharusnya berada di tempat yang sama juga!". Cikgu Murni dah tak tertahan. Dia bawa Abu ke pejabat pengetua. Sementara Abu menunggu di ruang tamu, Cikgu Murni terangkan keadaan tersebut kepada pengetua. Pengetua mengatakan yang dia akan berikan ujian kepada Abu dan jika Abu gagal menjawab, maka Abu harus kekal di darjah 3 dan berkelakuan baik. Abu dibawa masuk ke pejabat Pengetua dan Cikgu Murni terangkan pada Abu dan Abu bersetuju untuk ambil ujian yang akan diberikan. Pengetua: Apa 3 x 3? Abu: 9 Pengetua: Apa 6 x 6? Abu: 36 Pengetua terus bertanyakan soalan2 berdasarkan tahap pencapaian murid2 UPSR dan si Abu mampu menjawab tiap soalan yang diberikan. Lalu pengetua memandang Cikgu Murni dan berkata, "Saya rasa murid ini sepatutnya berada di darjah 6", Lalu Cikgu Murni berkata pada pengetua, "Saya ada soalan saya sendiri, boleh tak saya ajukan pada Abu?". Pengetua dan Abu bersetuju.

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang lembu ada 4 di badan, tapi saya cuma ada dua?
Abu: (berfikir) Kaki

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang ada di dalam seluar kamu tapi tidak pada seluar saya?
Abu: Saku

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang bermula dengan huruf "K" akhir dengan "A", ianya berbulu, berbentuk oval, nyaman dan mengandungi lapisan nipis keputihan?
Abu: Kelapa

Cikgu Murni: Apakah yang masuk keras dan berwarna "pink", bila keluar lembik dan melekit? Mata Pengetua terbuka luas dan sebelum sempat dia menahan, siAbu terus menjawab.
Abu: Gula-gula getah (Bubblegum)

Cikgu Murni: Apa yang mereka lakukan, lelaki secara berdiri, wanita secara duduk dan anjing secara tiga kaki? Mata Pengetua sekali lagi terbuka sangat2 luas dan sebelum dia sempat hendak menahan si Abu terus menjawab.
Abu: Bersalaman

Cikgu Murni: Baik, sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan berbentuk siapakah saya, okay?
Abu: Baik Cikgu

Cikgu Murni: Awak memasukkan batang kedalam saya. Awak ikat saya untuk saya berdiri. Saya kebasahan sebelum awak. Pengetua kelihatan resah dengan soalan yang diajukan oleh Cikgu Murni.
Abu: Khemah

Cikgu Murni: Jari memasuki saya. Awak menggesel-gesel saya bila awak teringatkan saya. Lelaki idaman akan mendapat saya dahulu. Pengetua semakin resah dan tidak selesa. Lantas terus meneguk segelas Nescafe 3in1.
Abu: Cincin perkahwinan

Cikgu Murni: Saya ada bermacam-macam saiz. Bila saya sakit saya akan meleleh. Bila saya keluar, banyak tisu yang akan digunakan. Bila awak hembuskan saya, akan berasa lega. Sekali lagi pengetua rasa amat resah dengan soalan yang di ajukan oleh Cikgu Murni dan ingin membantah, tapi si Abu mendahuluinya.
Abu: Hidung

Cikgu Murni: Saya batang yang keras. Hujungnya tajam. Saya akan datang dan masuk dengan lajunya.
Abu: Anak panah

Cikgu Murni: Sekarang saya akan ajukan soalan dalam Bahasa Inggeris, okay?
Abu: Okay

Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a 'F' and end in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?
Abu: Firetruck

Cikgu Murni: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you dont get it you have to use your hand.
Abu: Fork

Cikgu Murni: What is it that all men have one of. It's longer on some men than on others, the pope does not use his, and a man gives it to his wife after they are married?
Abu: Surname

Cikgu Murni: What part of the man has no bones but has muscles, lots of veins and loves pumping?
Abu: Heart

Pengetua menghembuskan nafas kelegaan bila mendengar jawapan yang diberikan oleh si Abu, lantas berkata "Baik hantar murid ini ke Universiti Malaya; jawapan yang saya fikirkan semuanya salah".

P/s: THE QUESTION NOW IS.... hahahahh miana pikiran kamu time membaca soalan atu? adakah ia a) meriam b) roda c) peluru. =p=p=p Moral of the story: semakin meningkat dewasa, kita menjadi semakin kuning.ngakun tah. HAHAHA.

lets meet up.

not in a good mood for some reasons.

One: Bali. Trip. Convincing. Failed. Damn. i am more upset than you think about the red light on Bali.

Two: maybe its just because skool is starting... nothing seems right.

Three: i'm the type that plans what to do and when it doesn't work out... it upsets and it pisses me. Changes in plan or spontaneous change just annoys me. So whatever it is...next time. kamu tah plan okay. aku manasaja. dripada ku upset bek tah aku ikut ja kan. My bali plan pun inda pass dri tahun lapas. Kan ke Kalimantan or Kuching pun nada org interested. Tekarih ku udah men survey hotel di bali. so hehh wat's the use of planning now.


Mind me. On a lighter note:


I want to meet my best buddies tomorrow before school starts tuesday. because i don't think it will be as easy to see each other when school starts. The first two weeks won't be easy for some of us especially when some of you will be leaving in about three weeks. And then the other one. And then the other and a lot more. So can we meet up?

bah slm mlm. meliat tv ku.

Pretty little sparkles in the air.

In order: Si Ecah, si Ajis, si K, si Dibah, si T, si B and si Lyan.

There were more of us actually but we were separated in the crowds and bad signal! Contacting people was impossible. We did met some of the rest coincidentally at the gerai.

For more pictures read B's, D's and K's. hahaha sanang cani ani eh mcm alphabetical order kawan-kawan ku ne.

bah bah naah one more....

hehehh. The 'sane' ubd trio. and we'll start school soon ler. bah jangan di sukat kaki ku atu arh gmbar ah. mengakun ku aku buntak.

bah out.

i have until now and i will always continue to....

Its been a while.. Remember where it all started? When you and i and everyone else fell in love. Just that one time makes true love seem real? Just that one song makes everyone else yearn for love? And after that you can't go back... You continue to look for more. Day and night without forgetting it. Becoming more and more obsessed. try to look back and see... this one will always be the best. because this is where it all started.




Classic lagu ani. sob. You can still feel the aura.

Walau di lambung tinggi tinggi, hati ku tetap tinggal di sini.

kemarin. Poof. Di atas awan. esuknya. Poof. balik semula. I'm getting used to this...magic. It makes life a little fun. First of all, terima kasih khairulanwarfirdaus. Congrats to my new driver billah. And sorry inda da burger king. harga minyak naik. harga burger pun naik =p haha but knowing me of course i got something. better.

The view from 22nd floor.

At this time of year...they call it the middle east movement because middle east are kinda on holidays or some sort so they came to that place for vacation. Arabs flocked the place. And they turned the place into a little mini Dubai street. Haha hangat bah besampit ah.

While having breakfast this morning at the lounge, i saw this article on Korea's rise and a map of Korea and its neighbouring country including China..I was literally staring at it for sometime, looking at how close China is to Korea and how far China is from Brunei. capi banar adaka bemap lagi tu. We had to depart the hotel by 10+ am so while waiting for mum to come back from work, i watched CNN and sekali!... about 50% of the news content touched on China especially Beijing since its near to the olympics. Its like...China this and Beijing that. CNN even shows some footages of the people and the situation there It was quite interesting to watch because i've never seen how Beijing looks like how life would be over there and other parts of China. But at the same time, its the last thing i'd want to watch because... hmm. Just for this while... i want to forget about what is to come, but it seems i can't even if i force myself to.

Went back at 5pm. i got science class at 7pm. if i'm not tired than i'm not human. I have no idea if the reason is because its only a night... but being here there or anywhere doesn't make a difference to me these days. Maybe its because .... aah u don't need to know. God knows what has been playing in my mind these days. even if i say... you won't really understand anyway.


btw jeles ku ne banar mliat gambar si Rospiana arh ranoadidas dakat si astronaut yang hansem ah. capi!! aku kan liat juaa!! *obsess* issh gila he's like the malay epitome of good brains good looks. kambang banar e. Nites. naleh ku.


Coz i'm still holding a little more.

Kepada orang yang mempost video accident di Limbang. BACA DAN FAHAMI.

I just watched the youtube of the recent terrible accident in limbang that left 5 people dead (3 bruneians).

and all i could say is.... ATAGAFIRULLAHALAZIM!

WHY THE FAK WOULD ANYONE WANT TO VIDEO THE CRASH WITH THE KILLED VICTIMS STILL IN THE CAR while saying "mati ya udah...mati ya udah kan. yatah inda lagi ada tu" over and over again! astagafir.... Walaupun tah inda brapa nampak org dalam atu.. TALUR KALI ORANG VIDEO ATU. have he no sense of sympathy.. Or atleast be POLITE enough to respect the victim and their families. Ada lagi yang menggambar tu. is it fun to take photographic memories of killed victims?? hah??

mental ku ne banar.Kadangnya orang brunei ani lebih talur dari talur. Talur atleast berisi jua putih dan kuning.

mbari marah bah. minta maaf tah ah sapa yang menvideo atu tapi kalau biskita ahli keluarga durang yang terkorban bah... mau biskita orang menggambar2 sama video? yatah ku menyumpah ne biskita awal ani. durang atu bukan plang ahli keluargaku ganya terasa baa apa rasa nya kalau atu tragedi ahli keluarga kamu yang kena video.nauzubillah. menyumpah banar ku ne. Minta maaf tah ah. palui banar perbuatan abiskita atu bah. macam nada perikemanusiaan langsung. inda bisai bah... HORMATI BAH MANGSA ATU. HORMATI DENGAN INDA MEMPOST SAAT SAAT AKHIR MANGSA DI INTERNET. or better yet JANGAN TAH DI VIDEO BAH TU. cuba deeh becek tah kali. berisi masih utak atu?






Anyways Condolences to the family of the victims.


Becareful on the roads. More and more accidents are happening. I saw two in one day! I guess the road is a playground for most drivers now ey. Drive safe. becareful of wet roads. and liat bisai2 orang besignal kemana. Jangan kan melanggar orang. bah kan tido ku pagi udah. i have a flight ticket to grab 2 hours before departure... it seems my life revolves around last minute plans.

I miss flight meals.

You know your day will turn to be an interesting one when..you almost got hit by a stupid pajero in the middle of roundabout (seriously if he didn't brake and screech... god knows what it'll look like.nauzibillah). When another perasan pajero driver bullied us on the road by going slow and braking and playing and yelling "siuk kamu main kan aku atu?" at red trafficlight bila tarang2 si K besignal ah macam nada kami tau langsung kenapa ya cematu. K did nothing to provoke a normal person's anger... only jenis orang perasan suma org sekililingnya menganu iya. (That reminds me of someone). When you know that the brilliant and gorgeous astronaut idol of ours-Shiekh Muzaffar is here in Brunei to give a public lecture for four days!


And when you got back home from giant and recieved a phone call at around 5.30pm after working hours from the mum and she said, "mama ada masalah bah. mama kena suruh ke.....ESUK PAGI" So yes I didn't expect it at all. It was never in our minds or in the plan but it came. And I know she's exremely stressed of going on her own to that place and not being given the chance to reject.


yes you got it. I might be going on board the plane tommorow morning just overnight to somewhere. To where? lets just say...its the last place we'd imagin of going and the last working place..she'd want to go (not with the recent bunch of news and political turmoil)



This time round. I'm not joking. salam.malam.

Its been a long wait since i've longed to land on your heart.

Announcement: if it is confirm by tonight that this will happen. I have an announcement for my best buddies. if not.... apa bleh buat. Inda jua dpt dipaksa. the time will come..

curious kamu psl apa?? unfortunately its not about what u think it is about... =p hehehehh (sapa pikir lain a ketara ta utaknya lain atu =p) bah back to my project. Yg aritu bru trial. Ani kan start ku cuba membuat banar2 nya bah. mudahan tah menjadi sblm drg belarai. kalau inda. tpaksa ku antar surat cinta arh durang ne (inda mau mau)

Bila rasaku ini rasamu.

i should be on hiatus. nadaba. banarnya kan aku kan post lagu ani kemarin bah. Tapi since ada kawan ku alum mendangar kan... yatah ne ku post.




Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:
Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Back to Reff:

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu


As promise: announcement ku utk sahabat tersayang.

Haha aku and si B banarnya ada 'sesuatu' wa utk kamu. Yatah sepanjang perjalanan kami atu saja difikiran ba hehehe. Sekali sambil berbincang2 ada tia salah satu dari 'sesuatu' kami atu sama.... =p yatahh untuk kali ini sahaja ya, untuk kamu ne saja... aku bersedia... nyanyi utk kamu...and vid. (practice plang dulu tu...) SEKALI ANI JA. and aku inda pandai nyanyi kann bukan cam s9i bazilah, si kerol and si billah yatah need practice =p SEKALI ANI JA.

masalahnya..yang kami fikirkan... lagu apa? payah g mencari karaoke ane. haizz =p. Lagu apa bisai aa?? mun nada lagu NDA TA JADI TU ku nyanyi tuk kamu kali.. outie. kan sambung buat trial 'project' ku kemarin. haha menguji kehalusan seni tangan ku banar 'project' ku ani. haha (alum plang halus usulnya hahahaha)just wait and see siapa ampit.

For just a little more.

ehh!! adaka patut. Las min kena gto aku ikut blayar ke KL lusa ahh capi jua nee. begagas jua ne....ubd inda g batah start aduii.











hiatus tah ku ne









NADA BA. =p eksen ku. hahahahahaha. inda aku ne kan gto aku kan hiatus... okay lets not call it hiatus la...i'm just simply gonna blog less because of project ku. sapa tau tu diam ja aa. I'm doing a little something especially for some of my buddies who are leaving soon. Mudahan ja ciap la before kamu pegi. semoga mata sitiqah tarang utk menyiapkan. Okeeh. Mun na ciap plan B tah ne. I've been interested in it since a long time ago.. so i figured why not make one for others.

Bah... status: away. this also means i might be onlining less so kalau ada apa2... msg. mlm slm.







Just a little more... perhaps when the time comes.. it'll all fade away. cage it for just a little more. This game belongs to someone else. but.. where do i belong?

We'll just have to wait and see on what i'll bring you for a ride

Korean feast this afternoon was great. Nanti tah g bila ada rezeki okay. sama dolsot nyaman. and and sik hae ku.

Anyways..just now, while going around with the mum looking for materials, she suddenly said, "inda tah mama balikan ika cincin ne kali ani ah." Inda ku faham apa maksudnya wa mula mula. tapinya kan if kamu notice di tangan ku andang slalu ada cincin kan. Its actually like a tradition. I got my first ring when i was 10 after pce. Then i got my second ring, three years after that, after getting my pmb. See... you can actually see the trend. The current ring i'm wearing is the one after Olevels. Its actually rare to see me without it. I bring it to shower (its on my right finger btw!), to sleep and to almost everything. And she always gave me the ring on my birthday. I know this kinda sound not like it at all but except for a ring once in every 3 years.. i didn't exactly recieve gifts from her since a long time ago except dinner. Its only now that we started to slowly practice the habit of giving gifts. On our birthdays, mum would bring us for a family dinner or lunch but i kind of like it though because you can feel the togetherness when you have dinner or lunch together with the people you care about.

Going around without my ring ..feels empty. i know this sounds funny but eversince mum got me a ring after every achievements, i felt that its a symbol for her best hopes for me in my future. back to my story...she continued her line "sebab kali ani kerita ja.. "

HAHAHAHA. macam.. mama ani... buleeh. I'll make do with a car. I'm okayy. ahhaha. its surprising sometimes to know what is in our parents mind especially when we are about to start university life. Not to mention my aunt who is actually the most excited one here. Smpai kan she kinda gave me a lil something something. haha. They kinda just show you that they'll always be there supporting unlike someone...betanya pun nada. SAMA... inda ya mau gto aku bila ya bali! or what car she will get...ya kan surprise usulnya. hahahah i gave her a list of 'jangan' which includes kerita avanza, vios =p (inda!!), sirion, kijang, honda city (sebab macam beidung ba) ada g lah. sekali nya... "ehh ada tah tu.". mamaku ne dpt dibaca bah kadangnya, dri aritu dh ku tau ya kan bali without aku tu. Out of many many cars which aren't in my jangan -list, there is 2 she possible would buy. And i know she really wanted that white suzuki.

Then again... there are times.. she could be unpredictable. So we'll just have to wait and see on what i'll bring you for a ride (kalau kamu sempat jua ) =p

Andai saja aku masih punya...kesempatan kedua.

Yesterday. and he night before. This song has officially replaced Ku cinta kau apa adanya -Once from my replay list. This is the ost of Lost in Love, an indonesian film which i have not watch and now i want to because of the song... haha.

(OST Lost In Love)

Kini ku sesali
Nyata cintamu kasih
Tak sempat terbaca hatiku
Malah terabai olehku

Lelah ku sembunyi
Tutupi maksud hati
Yang justru hidup karenamu
Dan bisa mati tanpamu

Reff:
Andai saja aku masih punya
Kesempatan kedua
Pasti akan ku hapuskan lukamu
Menjagamu, memberimu segenap cinta

Ku sadari tak selayaknya
Selalu penuh kecewa
Kau lebih pantas bahagia
Bahagia karena cintaku

Which reminds me...i need to look for ost Sepi (cerita yang aku mau liat tapi alum liat!!) oct Cinta sayu membari kan menangis kan manatau ost Sepi lagi sayu. cari sendir.. Yuni Shara- Sepi. i know ceritanya lawa. malaysian bloggers ada bagi rating nya 9/10. YATAH. aku mau liat. bekutak kutak tisu pebaik ..mau jua ku liat. (and ofcourse my batman yang ku minati sangat2 haha) out. pagi slm.

My Roots.

Sayu ku membaca blog ani.

i saw this particular blog under family section in simpur blogging nation. No bukan arab family atu Ada lagi satu. awu.. i am a descendant of the Bungsu Lakim family. A grandchild of Hj Yahya Bungsu. This side... i am not close with. In the blog there was these pictures and pictures or the descendants of Bungsu Lakim. Youtube videos of family meetings. and etc



No. I'm not sad coz i felt left out. or that i didn't expect my extended family would be this big. I knew. Just like someone, I chose to stay at a distance from that side for a reason my mother and my grandmother and the dad's siblings would understand. lagipun aunts and uncles ku and dad tinggal di belait hahah. and i know i most probably does not exist to the extended version of the bungsu lakim family because i was invisible eversince i stayed with the mum. sayu ja sebab.. when i read eveything.. it just feels like my late grandfather is still there. its okay if i just stay here where i am. Just so long as i know i love my grandparents and i know they loved me too. And i know i am still apart of that family. because blood ties.. you cannot cut. and could never cut away from. So whereever i go, i will always remember my roots.


sekali kan there's this profile section of the bungsu lakim children. And my late grandfather's picture..... Click here. Number 6 atu.. Hj Yahya atu. yatah mulah niniku tu. hansem kan. hehe. yatah dengan kecantikkan niniku bini yang cam cina tu (apakan)...jadilah waris yang bisai bisai ala ala pelakun jepun =p=p=p (hahahahahh sekali sekala perasan. aku tau ada org sasak kalau aku prasan)


And its not like me. to post the link to the blog of the extended family of that side. Its not because i wish to be under the family member's link. (no i didn't say anything to the admin) but in memory of my late grandfather... here is the link.

(click on the logo to enter the blogsite)

Anyways. regardless of anything. or where i am. i still love my grandfather- the late Hj Yahya Bin Bungsu. Alfatihah.

bah out. esok pagi saya ke Miri. Astro ku padam yatah ne kan nyuruh org ofis astro sana membuka balik astro. almaklum...adiku esp yg bungsu ne macam aku inda dapat idup tanpa tv. salam.

No more waking up to misscalls or 11 am alarms.

Now a proper post.. it might be late for me to say this but

Congratulations.
To everyone who were able to further their studies.
To those who can't.. don't give up. Never giver up. Your time will come.God must have something else in store for you.

Hmm. I know you'd find it funny or weird for not posting any congratulatory posts before or brag especially about my besties. Honestly 'Congratulations' is really a difficult word. I know... kalau ku cakap ada tu yang kesayuan. So i'd rather not post anything or upload any pictures or newspaper articles. They know better than anyone else of how i feel for them and how proud i am so that is more than enough.

And as for me... lets just say i am most probably staying here. And i am quite happy to stay. Because when the people i will miss so much are in UK, China, NZ and Aussie...i want to be here at the centre. Besides... i've planned a long list of things-to-do while studying at UBD already. And alhamdulilah. I got the course i want.

If you're wondering, of course i am jealous that they get to study abroad. and how cool their career would turn out to be. i am only human. full of envy. It keeps on playing in my mind. kesana kemari dh ku membawa rasa. kena bwa g kepantai apa. haha merapu saja ne mulutku the whole week. kalau inda merapu..berdiam. but then ntah sekusut mana pikiran sitiqah.. all i could think of is to be is close to everybody so...

BAH in conclusion. Si tiqah sayang kamu. and proud of everyone. hehe. Yes. blajar! No more waking up to misscalls or 11 am alarms.

Paramore and Bullet for my Valentine

I downloaded some songs from Ungu yesterday. And it was gone. Haha mean i have no idea which folder i saved it in until i found one folder under my music folder which turns out to be my lil brother's.heh i'm not exactly sure what s his taste in music (or if he listens to any because all he does is play that stupid online game...sasak ku wa payah ku kan makai PC) Long story cut short... he listens to some pretty awesome music. Here are two songs i found and loved (and i am gona steal it from him later. hehehehehh now i know where to steal songs. Let him do the downloading ehehehe)

Paramore- Pressure. here is the wiki on them






Bullet for my valentine- no easy way out. here is the wiki on them.







bah. out. IE ku bitching. restart tebalik2.btw ya ada 'my heart will go on-celine dion' ost titanic ku yg ku minati sangat ah in the folder.heheh adiku tah banar.