You make em good girls gone wild.

First of all. Just now, when i was finishing up my report for plant phylo, and at the same time NOT yet read anything for plant phylo test, i kept on saying "5% gone so easily. In the dustbin" WASTED. Yes 20% is practicals which i always messed up. 10% are the tests which include the one i had just now. Yes. that 5% of overall marks is gone just like that.

"We need to step up our game" I said to someone.

Because we're so far behind. Aigoo. I just saw a picture of dissected rat. And we're also going to start with dissection of shark, lizard and so on. It made me think, what have i gotten myself into?

Help me step up my game too. =((

Dont tel me its the start of the big brunei blackout part deux.

Crap. I was eating my maggi while watching tv when it blackouted. Turns out not only tanah jamau but alsn gadong rimba, mentiri hingga ke serasa blackout! Huhuhu pls oh pls i hope ada karan later so dapat buat report. Or f nt smpai esok pagi jangan tah bkaran supaya nda payah test :p haha. ps-the good thing is, aku bru tau i can blog using my handphone. Haha zaman batu bnr aku ah.

Its back to reality. 7 days of mid sem gone to raya. 3 reports NOT done and due starting tommorow. TEST tommorow.

After 7 weeks it'll be our exam and we need to start now. Huhu. Hiatus. Internet ku nada d rumah okeh.

Loves Tiqah.

Selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir dan batin.

People do make mistakes. Perhaps i made more than others. So while we're still able to say sorry from our deepest heart:

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to everyone. May the burden of those who are not as fortunate as we are to celebrate raya will be lifted a bit. Amin

I said not to go for raya and just stay do my reports and all. But when i think about it, its the only time people know that you care about them and consider them family, if you haven't met them in a while. And when we do visit, its almost always surprising.

You always go to different houses. Some houses worth millions. While some are just comfy enough to fit its residents. And you realise, how different people's lives are. Its like two different ends of the world. But then again, the raya vibe is always the same everywhere. We need not judge how a person place their utensils, or how old the curtains are or nomatter how less the food choices are- what matter is sincererity. I know young ones won't judge as much but i heard some older ones do.

Selamat hari raya to those yang di luar negri. I texted you all but you didn't reply as usual. So i don't know if sampai or not.



ps- the brocolli i had at syabas residence open house was NYAMAN. Hahah. What a refreshing choice of food.

A constant struggle.

I need to STOP working at the very last minute like i used to. But everytime i want to do so, i failed at it. Hmm. This week is crammed with tests and other biology-related workload. Monday- Cell bio test. Tuesday- animal phylo test. Wednesday- hanyu test. Thursday animal phylo practical, maths test and cell bio presentation. Saturday- genetics practical and due for report. Hmm. Don't ask about the test, i totally left some questions blank. And the snail dissection is URGH. i did my best and yet he gave a just-pass mark because i TWISTED the body or something. I am terrible at dissection.


Ramadhan's going fast. I am not ready for it. First day of Syawal, in my case, needs a lot of pshycological preperation. Life is a constant struggle. Thank god we're not going through it all alone






But someone somewhere.. are really struggling on their own. I have been reading Women from shanghai, a book i brought from Hongkong a few weeks ago. I seldom read books you know that. But this story captured my interest. Its a historical account of people who survived jiabiangou 夹边沟; It mentioned about how people in Jiabiangou reeducation camp (during the era of Mao) were wrongly accused, sent there and died of hunger. Some resort to eating undigested food from horse's dung. Some even resort to cutting flesh from rotting corpses of their fellow mates. The true story about this have been covered up bu fake medical records. Jiabiangou is gone, but it should have taught the world a few lessons.

One lesson- someone somewhere in this world have only little to survive on. Even until now, fasting is their constant regime. If you don't have money to help, you still have prayers. Love food. Don't waste.





salam. I hope our last days of ramadhan will be a wonderful one. Till we meet again.

Now throw your hands in the air!!

I'm back. and i LOVE 2NE1 still! Addictive. Love CL. and CL's hair. Lihat the dance while dara was singing.





i didn't realise that we're halfway through the semester. Shoot. no more playing around. Its real business now. i just got my internet back =) Blogging properly soon. But wait. i need to settle down with my new semester first. No i have not done that. so salam.