The day i turned 21

I spent the morning of my birthday just googling around things i can't have and thinking of ways to get some finance so i can get those things. But, infact, i'm just trying to pujuk myself cause i don't think i'll be able to get it this year. Sighs. I planned that i might be able to get one by the end of this year, i was being too optimistic, thinking money would fly to me. I underestimated my spending abilities haha. anyways... I'll just have to continue googling these stuffs and decide whether i should get a lomo camera instead since lomo's are 5 times cheaper than a dlsr. I can't decide. Or maybe i'll just have to let both go this year haha and save up to get it next year. and seems like the travel plan's been changed again. The previous destination has been pushed to next february and i can't come with :( Nvm. Maybe i wasn't ready for it anyway. Now they are trying to discuss our next destination for family travel. Route changes in a short notice, i hope they found a way to get us to that place. I wanted to continue FZ but i just read a bad review about the current FZ that says that the mall's branch has been closed. Hmm i didn't know that and now i am not sure if i want to continue FZ anymore. I guess 21 started with indecisiveness lol.

Other than that, Happy Birthday me. Hope i won't stutter and hope that i exhibit brilliance and leadership in my inteview (that is if the call is not a prank) Salam.